.....i feel like swearing..

I am so sick and tired of people who keep passing their judgements on me. One moment, they say that i am swanky, the next i am too friendly that i do not show enough respect to them. Then there are others that do not come from my work place. Example? People always LOVE to say that i am proud. Then, they say that i am nice. Oh..COME ON!!!! How is it possible for me to be proud and nice, swanky and friendly, or even friendly but yet so respectful that i treat you as if you are some kind of god. Do you think that i am schizophenic?

Firstly, at work, everyone is my colleague. The rank is there so that everything can run smoothly. Everyone having their own job scope. Like the wheels in an analoge watch. Some are bigger than others and some are very very tiny but none more important than the other. A stressful environment is not a condusive work environment. So, what so wrong about me being friendly and able to see pass the difference in ranks and personnel numbers? What is so wrong about me creating a condusive work environment for myself? Separating truthfulness/straightfowardness and being disrespectful is only a thin line.

Secondly, at home, you are either my friend or my foe. If you are my foe, i would not even be talking to you. So, if you are my friend, i will definitely be frank and truthful in every thing that i say. I will not mince my words. Like it or not, this is the way i am. The difference between being frank and proud is only a thin line.

Everything depends on how one perceives it. So you are asking. Why am i so mad? If you do not like me, do not go around washing other people's mind into thinking the way that you are thinking. If you are my friend, then you should know what i am like. If you do not, then you are not my friend. And, IF you believe that i treat you as my friend, then accept me the way i am. Do NOT try to change me or say that i have changed.

Do NOT f***ing judge me!!!